Global issue monologue. Freedom

I want FREEDOM, a freedom which I can use in this lonely island that they have left us, me and other seven every day we are trying to survive in a different way, something to eat and every basics that we the human race need to survive even though we don’t look like humans anymore we have turned into a weird but special group of people. Once I thought about killing my partner because I haven’t found anything to eat. Every single thing in my heart grows dark and cold, hate is everything now for me, I’ve forget about everything my life here is only looking for everyday survival. I feel locked up as an assassin who I’m not. There’s been night that I haven’t sleep not because I don’t want to but ,because I can’t my heart and my mind are not able to rest in this period of darkness. Is depressive that I already thought of suicide in my mind at this point I want to slit my wrist and end this bullshit.  I’m so miserable right now that even death is not calling me anymore, no one wants me. The light of the sun gets stronger everyday and water is almost over I’m suffering here while this people play with my soul, my heart and my freedom . I’ve become into an animal and as fact I will not talk anymore. I’m sick of everything right now but I hope no more people are being sent to this island because they are expressing their ideas in a free way.